My day today.
Tags have been replied
here.
But yeah. We made up. -Smiles-
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 2:58 PM
Tagggg!
xx aDy xxfad!! aku dah tuka blogskin aku..aku pakai skin lamer kau.. ooops* haha.
decided to change it back! haha
Wadabubba? haha. giler lah kau aDy.xx Aini xxFadhilah!!! Ko masih ingat aku tak??? ingat kan? link me up k..
haha. i have a vague idea of who you are. From higher malay right? But hor. how come u look so different?xx Ah Boi xxtoo much scrolling to be done... but good effort...
Took your advise bro! Tadaaaaa!i so like ur template now.. oh yar.... tat makcik is very freaky!!!!!!!!
Very! Anyway you like it cuz no more scrolling mahhh! hahha.wats a promos??
haha. Promotional Examinations . -sighs-i can relate to those kind of old shoes... ive had my fav shoes since i was in sec 4.. cos i save up jus to purchase it...
Woah! Since sec 4! dats looong man. Do u still wear it at times? or cannot fit alredi?gd luckko for ur papor!!! heheheh...
haha thank you!im sorry to say this, but isnt it weird, seein ur x.. in the past movin on? ok, since u are dating, but as for me, if i see my x with another guy, bla bla bla being happy.. i wont be feelin the same way.. maybe cos i have not moved on.. i think i will b more frantic and get very ballistic over it.
replied in ur mail. -smiles-xx Artificial Sweetener xxoi.what happened to my link? y did u un-link meh?
er. Issat rai? okok whats ur link?nape tk link nur raihanah! *yak dush*
hahha. Woah marah cik kak. Whats ur link lahhh. how to link if u dun gimme ur link?!xx Diana xxnice2!!sumting different and cool.
haha.. Thanks! Anyway, how come you ain't updating anymore?xx Fana xxblaja adalah skit.. but psl blog.. i got irritated by someone at ma tag.. so the bingit.. so i was tinkin making new blog... so anything i tell u if i chage blog yar.
hmm. Good luck for your end year k babe. Anywhoos, better tell me your new address. Miss reading your entries about school.wah.. lawa2.. nyce2..
haha. Thank you!xx Haf xxthe makcik conversation is HILARIOUS!
YEAH i know. I haven been there since. hahaaa.xx HaK xxawww.. see.. finally some bonding ,, niwaes.. kewl template.. but.. but.. MINES NICER!!!! go see it ppl!! haha..
Bro. You seriously have NO face. nada. zilch. zerooooo.booo!!! muahahaha... makcik hot hip cool dan happening sei...
haha. hot hip cool and happening otak kau. Scary ada lah!buahhahahahahahaha....... birds huh.. birds...
Hakiiiiiiiiiiiiim? Ape yang kau fikir kannnnn.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.... -hearts-
hahha. Awww. yay we met up already! Lets meet up again!xx Haniff xxgotta say... pretty effective method of replyin tag..
Thank you very much. -smiles-xx Idz xxreading abt the promos reminds me of last yr. man i feel old. haha. gd luck, its easy haha! :)
hahah. Thanks! anyway, may i know who you are? Sounds reaaaaly familiar.xx Jannah karut xxhey dere....jz dropping by to say HALO and an early "all e best" for ur promos..hehx..
haha. Hello! Thanks for that warm wish. Good luck to you too ya. GP and Malay down! Bio and Econs and Chem to go!!!xx Keyis xxwoah entry of extermination? discrimination? kek
hahaha. Anyway, your adik is SOOOOOO cute can! Iman ramadan. such a nice name at that. -smiles-at first I thought whats pumas.. after thinking for a while its PUMA's lol.
hahahha. yeah Pumas. ROAAAAAAR!xx Lis xxtralalalalalalalalala!! fadddddddyyyyyyyyy guuuuuuua rinnnnnnnduuuuuuuua saaaaaamaaaaaaaa lllllllohhhhhhhh!!!!!!
tralalalllala ting tong!! lisss guaa rindduuuu samaaaa looohhh jugaaaaa. wa banyak blog lu. jgn sedih lah. nanti titer buka puasa sama2 dengan kinky. kita makan den kita gi sheeesha k. gi china black ke. (hehehe)xx Liyana xxhey girl...relax abt the promos k?? do ur best...
Thanks Yana. LETS BUKA PUASA TOGETHER!!!xx Malik xxhelo! haha. nice new skin! and who's this makcik? haha.
haha THank you! Some makcik at Rex lah. Shud ask faris bring u there makan one day.arg! u finished ur pw. *so jealous* haha.
haha. you should be. -grins sadistically-xx NuruL xxdun give up.. oh siti dun give up.. haha.. aniway u got a typo there @ ur 2 1/2 entry
haha man i love that song! anyway, i actually read thru the whole entry 5 times before catching the error. ConTentrate. Right? hahahha.chill babe.. guess thats life yaw.. for evry min u're in a bad mood.. u lose 60secs of happiness.. hehe..kinda childish.. but haha!
hhaha. Thanks babe. Kinda weird that we tag on each other's blog but dun talk in real life. Realise that? hahahhaha.wats *clickPILE? is it *clickXOBILE? (!xobile) ? the russell peters joke
haha! yeah! i forgot the spelling. !Xobile! hahha.anyway it's Stan.
OH YAHHH. haha. thanks babe.juz an example, if u miss ur ex, like when reminiscing d past, is missing=still loving?
Nah. Dun think so. It's just u know.. You once loved them. So you can't just forget them you know. There's always a spot in your heart that tugs when you see them moving on (even if you have too). So.. there. Don't worry. Your BF still loves you lah babe.xx Pseudodrow xxI demand a refund!!!! where's my 5 mins?
errr. im sorry bro i cant give you back 5 mins. But would you like a round of pool together instead? haha. anyway, i deleted ur link eyy. pm it back to me if you start updating again hor!xx Shak xxnuice wad ur blog?? dun change!!
Haha! Okies!xx Skeen xxheys!im a regular at Rex too.isit the makcik yg pakai tudung? haha! cant blieve ur entry.
ahhaha! WAIT! this is not Rex at Bugis tau. Ni Rex pirated at Taman Jurong. hahahha. xx Superman xxikhsan here..figured out since u found out already hurhur..what a nice background..very emo=)
hello! Superman kapaaa. hahah. anyway thank you.so young...so angry..damn those rap music!...btw good luck for promos!!
hahah. I dont even listen to rap! hahaha. anyway thanks! and good luck for your As!!!you have great friends man..you'll need people like this to survive jc definitely...and eh..ronald mcdonald looks kinda 'happy' having a girl sitting on his lap..hurhur..study hard and get the grades!
hahaha. MAN THATS SICK LAH. hahahha. now i have wrong thoughts in my head. haahhaa. Bloody ronald is a pervo.xx Xiuz xx=) omgosh you blur queen! so malu! lol
haha. yeah man. Faddy the blur sotoonnng.your new layout is so cute! =)
DUH! my face's on it what. hehehehe.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 2:01 PM
Results.
Oh btw GP sucked and Malay was ok.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:00 PM
Case of the exs.
Having your ex chatting on msn with you, and confiding the details of his current love life with you is rather heart warming, but at the same time it's just plain-assed weird.
Haha won't go to any details about the conversations but i have to say the lad has matured well over the years, getting like awesomely good grades (even surpassing mine) at last and has finally understood the meaning of being a good boyfriend. Have a feeling he'll get into NJC and finally win over the heart of the girl who had been reciding in his heart for the past few months by next year.
Another guy from the past too has been popping up once in a while to exchange brief greetings. He's going on really well with his current missus, and seeing their huge smiles pasted on friendster makes me happy that he has finally found someone worthy of his lovely poems and electronical thingies which he arranged to make my name (er his new missus's name, in present's case hahhaa).
So yeah. Reminiscing abit. hahahha. Ok goodnight. Sunshine just called.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 8:39 PM
Highness.
I am in a mood for some Raggaeeeeeeee! -goes crazy shaking ass- Chaaaant. Rastaman Chaaant. Chaaant until so hiigh. Until you reach the skyyyy.
Stop being high and get back to studying GP and Malay, faddy. The paper is tomorrow, damnit! Oh the Sunshine actually pried himself away from his books and sent me to the busstop and waited till the bus arrived. -Gasp- He hasn't done that in a long, long while. I hope this improvement stays. hahahhaa.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:54 PM
Studying.
The past few days have been spent with the company of friends. Studying, eating, laughing, playing etc. Sometimes i wonder how i would cope without 'em. Thanks Ady, Dana, Fara, Naz, Rad and Umar for making studying an almost-interesting event.
Last night after wrapping up my tutoring session with Ady (cheh), i decided to give the Sunshine a surprise by dropping by where he was studying. We sat down and chatted for an hour and i ended up being scared shitless by the stupid ghostly thingies he has to tell me. I'm studying with him today (hurhur we broke our 2 and a half weeks rule), so yeah got to start bathing and stuff. (hahaha and its like already 12:12pm).
So yeah, have a good day readers and i shall reply all tags during the weekend. Promise.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 11:51 AM
Pumas.
This morning i woke up and found my old Pumas in the rubbish bin. I don't know how to describe what i felt, but i promptly picked it up, wiped it clean, and placed it back on the shoe shelves. I bathed, and when i came out of the loo, the shoe was again in the bin. I got angry and scolded my my mum for throwing it away before wiping it and putting it back on the shelves.
I think i have become too attached to the shoe which has served me every single schooling day for more then 2 years.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:33 AM
A Lonely September.
[[Edited]]
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I hope you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
(one more chance tonight)
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I hope you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I hope you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause i hope you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But i hope you did...
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 11:22 AM
I had a good day.
There's something about long term relationships which complicate matters. Seems to me that we start taking each other for granted BUT at the same time we seem to expect more. Told ya its complicated. And if we take a wrong step too many, 15 months might just jolly well go down the drain because it suddenly pops in our mind, the phrase - "Whatever lah." Its, ladies and gentlemen, the 15TH MONTH CURSE.
And so, Nassy, Farez and Kim saved me from my vicious pissy behaviour and salvaged the day by going out with me. Yay. It was FUN. Like nothing ive ever felt since stupid exams loomed over my head. What made it more fun was the fact that i got 800 bucks. haha.
So thanks alot Buddhist Lodge i love you muacks muacks. You have now finally allowed me to have new shoes! Adidas one at that! Matching with my bag and school uniform somemore! Brown brown karer. hahahhaa. Thanks i love you muaaax. Cayang dia. (No, i didn't convert into a Buddhist. I'm still a Muslim lah!)
You're bootiful. You're bootiful. You're bootiful its true.
So after the prize presentation thing, i hopped on a cab and zipped to Youth Park to meet up with the buggers. MAN! Like so damn extra, can? Wear JC uniform go gig? haha. People were staring wooo. But nehmind, the fact that i'm with Nassy and Farez (who knows like alot of people there), gave me the COOL aura. hahhaa. POSER SIA. hahahahha. Why the hell am i kutuk-ing myself? So wrong. So so wrong.
The bands were ok lah. The lead singer usually spoils the whole thing with crappy flat voices. No matter. Good try. haha. AND WATCHING THE THING MAKES ME WANT FORCE VOMIT'S CD EVEN MORE, damnit. haha. Somebody sell it to meeee? Please? Nassy's cousin was up there singing when i arrived, and uh.. her band was.. uhm. ya. hurhurhur. I think they need to sort out their music more uh. Their guitars were a blurry blend of noise, and the singer was like.. unhearable? Looks potential-ish though. Needs more practice. Cheh macam pro gitu nak comment-comment band orang. wahhaha.
Then we got sick of it all, and headed down to Breeks cuz breaking fast time was fast approaching. Yeap i fasted. Have to chiong lah. Next next week puasa already, you know? Still hutang a bit more. haha. Dun give up! Oh Faddy dun give up! The food was ok lah, but according to the regulars (Farez and Nassy), it was much better last time. Sooo.. ok. First time at Breeks. I've been devirginised again! Lalala.
Farez and i concluded that we actually spout more vulgarities during puasa time. MAN, THOSE SETANS! hahaa. I shall curb from doing so starting from tomorrow. InsyaAllah.
So after eating (total bill = $60, paid by yours truly), and many many rounds of aimless Happy Birthday songs, we retreated to our next hangout, Coffeebean. Classy people mah. After main course must have desert. kekeke. On the way there, we were like immitating how Malays talk english. (ok i know im malay, but i don't think my Malay Telo is that bad lah). It was downright hilarious, what with the Malay Telo and the flinging of arms which looks gay-ish.
Coffeebean Tab was on Farez. Thanks Bro! 4 huge kopis, a biskot and some bread thingy. Yum yum! We started speaking in Japanese, in Jamaican (*clickPILE), started twitching our cheeks and counting moles, and singing more aimless happy birthday songs. haha!
"Farez.. Take for me air putih (direct translation:white drink, but supposed to be sparkling water aka tap water).."And that bugger came back with MILK whilst laughing his ass off. NOT funny lah. People feel like puking drink too much coffee and you want to give me milk. If i vomit then you'll be embarrased you know. huhruhrur. And we were talking about how the Japanese seem to exxagerate like hell when they talk. Especially in Japanese Porn it seems. (haha. Go download lah then you know. I have yet to see one though.)
After Lounging, we headed down to FarEast to get ma shoes. There i was happily sitting down looking at shoes, when Nassy suddenly farted. Wah damn gross lah she and Farez! They were like seriously farting everywhere and its not the "pssst" kinda fart but its the "PRRRR" machine-gun kinda fun. Eew eew. Poor Kim and I. So yeah my 3 Dayang-Dayangs helped me chose the pair. Cost = $139.
Me: "Excuse me, can you lower the price?"
Salesgirl: "Sorry, Adidas fixed price lah."
Farez: "Oh ok. So if i pay you $150, i get back $20?"
Salesgirl: "Er.. Yes."
Farez: "Sure?"
Salesgirl: "Yes."
Farez: "Oh so now the shoe is $130 lah!! Thats a discount! Thank you!"
Salesgirl: "Eh no no! Eh dun trick me in the middle of the night can?"
Hilarious. Hilarious. The night was still young. We ended up at HMV. There was this time, where we entered the Classical Section, and Farez suddenly gave out a loud "BRRRRRRR" and EVERYONE IN THE SECTION TURNED IN OUR DIRECTION LAH! So embarrasing, can? hahhaa. And when we were at the 1st floor, we started singing Dido's chorus in the Eminem song (forgot the title) in high pitched voices. Again, everyone turned and this couple of girls started giggling in fits. haha. Farez said hi to them, bowed and said thank you. hahaha. Giler.
10 o'clock. Time to head home in an MRT full of Mats and Minahs who kept eavesdropping to our conversations (i mean like how weird it is to see a punk, a raggaeboy, a cartoon tshirt wearing girl and a JC girl sit together and laugh like nobody's business?). Faahhniii.
Thus this summarises my wonderful day. How was yours?
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 12:23 AM
A new day.
I woke up this morning, had my Sahur of 3 dates and then flopped myself in front of the computer. It is during mornings between 1am to 7am where i usually like being in the house. Cuz everyone else is snoring in their respective rooms, of course! Wahaha.
The first thing i did before Sahur, was to sms the Sunshine and apologize to him for venting my anger on him last night. I'm sorry, dear. So, yeah, he forgave me, and it sucks that we're still so far away from the 2 1/2 week mark. Bleargh! Bloody promos! (
Ah Boi ah, Promos = Promotional Examinations)
So yeah, i had 8 hours of sleep, am fresh, but i still abhor Fauzi. That a-hole sorry excuse for a brother. BAH! (breathes in.. out.. in) Ok back to yesterday!!
So basically, i reached school at 8:30am to hand up the Written Report, and by 9:30am Rad and i were scurrying out the school already. We had to sneak out through the passage for the canteen vendors as our Civics Tutor was eating (What else is new? haha) right where the exit was. So yeah, we then headed to West Coast Park's McCafe to study, where we were later reconciled with Idana (who went for Malay but skipped GP. WOAH! DANA SKIPPED A LESSON! WOAH!) huruhuhru.
They were acting like lovebirds and refusing to share gossips with me. BAH!So after studying, and commenting alot about my Ex who was studying with his new chick at the joint McDonalds, we decided enough was enough, and headed out to the playground outside. The weather was perfect. The sun was shining behind the fluffy white clouds, and it was neither too hot nor too cold. Once a while the wind from the ocean blue would carress our hair, and carry our laughter in the air. It was bliss.
Rediscovering our lost childhood.After getting tired of swinging and laughing, we lied down on this huge netting, faced the whisper of clouds and talked about religion, politics and philosophy. YEAH RIGHT. haha. We gossipped even more, and tried to picture out stuffs from the clouds. Grrl talk, basically. And photos, lots of photos. It was fun and heartwarming.
One of the many snaps.A retreat to Nature was in store when we entered the Bird Sanctuary(or something like that). The plan was to catch snogging couples in the act, but cheh the only person we saw was an Ah Pek after his jog. Boooring. but the scenery was rather nice. Ok who am i kidding? It's nothing compared to the stuff at Malaysia, but it's SOMETHING compared to the urban jungle we face everyday.
Almost beautiful.The millions of fishies swimmin in the murky water, the turtles (or tortoise) frolicking about, the lone duck and Luo Han, the Monitor Lizards, the smell of nature and most of all, the company of 2 of my favourite girlies. -Smiles-
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 7:17 AM
Teenage Angst.
I wanted to type a happy entry but everyone in the house is just making me feel so fucked up.
I wanted to write about my day with Rad and Dana today which went superbly well. And i wanted to type about the nonsense Nas and i talked about yesterday night till the wee hours of the morning, and what the Fuckinals talked about today. And the fact that i'm receiving 800 dollars tomorrow.
But no, my mood is all gone now.
Mum just cant stop her naggings and Fauzi is being a fucker. Just had a shouting session with him 5 mins ago.
You think you big fuck in the house isit? You've been using the com since 4pm and i've only used it for half an hour and you're demanding to have it back whilst shouting at me. And you can fucking shout at me for not recharging my Ipod cuz you want to borrow it. What the fuck lah. Its MY ipod, asshole. Not yours. Good enough i lend it to you sometimes.I'm turning back into the angry teenager i was in Sec 3. I hate the prospect of returning home straight after school. I want to avoid as much naggings, as much shoutings, as much sarcasm, as much bullshit as possible.
I want to stay out all night with friends and drink and be merry. I want to stay out and study with them all night long and get at least Bs for my results.
Fuuuuuuuccck lah somebody get me out of this house. I will go out early in the morning tomorrow to study somewhere and get my 800 bucks bursary in the afternoon and study somewhere in the evening with friends till late at night and im gonna go home and lock myself up in the room and turn the music on loud and go to sleep and repeat the cycle (without the 800 bucks bit) on Sunday.
Good night.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 8:25 PM
Yay.
-Jumps around in joy- Like finally, the written report is all finished! Weeeeee! Who's a happy grrl? Yeah baby, yeah! No more stupid project works! ahahahahahaha. Thank God.
Dana the MCS president made lil notes on postcard-sized papers for all those who turned up for the MCS booth thingy during the Mid-Autumn festival. She even made
Ady a powerpoint presentation to motivate him to study since he was on the verge of giving up. So sweet, ey? So last night Fara and I made her a note to show her how much we think she's a great president.
Bloody hell i had to redo the thing like 4 times as the programme kept crashing. And when i was done, i passed it to Fara the printing lady, but she refused to print it unless i changed her picture to a prettier one. So anal. So i had to redo it again. Nevertheless, quite happy with the results. Tadaaa!
Rest assured Dana almost killed me for putting that pic of hers.No matter. Am now contemplating on making an MCS blog. hahaha. Damn i should put all my energy in my studies instead of things like these. The MCS family is going on strong with 26 members, 15 being active ones while the rest voluntarily. We're going BIG baby. So syiok lah, the camaraderie between us.
Some girl is trying to psycho MCS members to quit, and for those who have not joined to avoid us like the plague. A-hole. I don't know whats your problem. BAH!
Currently jiggling to:
Siti - Force Vomit.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 11:10 PM
Two and a half.
Very tragic. The Sunshine and I are going to meet only in 2 and a half weeks time, in order to contentrate on our respective Promos. Very long... very very long. No matter. If Kinky can not meet her Bie for one month, 2 and a half week is nothing!
(Psst. This is the time for
you to tackle me if you haven't had the chance to do so. Bwahahaha. Jk.)
It keeps raining these days. Makes it 1 000x harder to mug, i tell you. I'll go "Ok i shall start studying at 8pm." Then it rains, and I'll go "Alermak. So nice to sleep." and in 5 mins, you'll find me nestled comfortably in between my comforters, waking up only at 6 the next morning. Bah! Bad Faddy, Bad.
I'd like to apologise to Kim, Kinky, Lisa and Nasuhaaaaaa for not chatting with you much these days. -frowns- My mind is half somewhere else, as you might have known. So, i'm sorry ya? Two and a half weeks, and i swear i will chat with you till the next morning. heeehee.
Back to the damned
fucked up Project Work which is the enemy of ALL JC1s island-wide.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 8:00 PM
Photolog.
And last but not least,
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 8:53 PM
Rambles.
I had a lot of fun accompanying the Sunshine to Jurong East today. Whilst waiting for him, i decided to pig out at Rex since he just woke up and would take quite a while to get ready. I've always been a regular at Rex (i lurrve the chicken rice there), but this was the first time i ate alone, as usually the Sunshine will be accompanying me. In the midst of stuffing food in my mouth, the Rex makcik suddenly appeared and sat in front of me...
[The following conversation has been altered but the contents remain the same. All words in italics are spoken by the makcik, and the whole conversation has been translated into English for convenience purposes.]
"Eh.. Alone? Where's your boyfriend?"
"Oh.. He's coming later lah cik."
"Quite long eh you with him.. How long already?"
"Around 1 and a half years."
"Oh.. I'm with my boyfriend for two years already."
(!!! RED alert !!! She's freaking OLD lah!)
"Two years? Wah.. That's long, cik. Good ah?"
"Yah. He's so handsome! Can't believe i manage to get a guy like him. Look like some bollywood star!"
(!!! Oh my God !!!)
"Oh thats good, cik. Later when you get married all your kids will be good looking."
"Yeah. I have two kids now. One is in NS. Going brunei today. But cik don't want to get married lah. My ex-fiancee left me with the kids for some minah (she really said this word). So if i want to get married to my current boyfriend, he'll leave me."
(!!! Wtf !!!)I have no idea what to say after that. Nevertheless she didn't sense my uncomfortability (?) and continued rambling about weddings, about her boyfriend not drinking without her permission etc. It was... weird.
Lalala. Am feeling high as the Sunshine was being very sweet to me just now. wahhahahh. Am very contented with life. Did i mention i now own a crumpler? Ahnaanana!
Wierd assed MSN conversations with Fara, Ady, Naz and Umar at school just now even though we're in the same room. It was hilarious. Something to do with Peady, Marfar, Ninaz and Fadmar. Wadabubba?
Goodnight!
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:37 PM
Bitchings.
Notice the difference in the template? hahaha. I was bored. By the way for those who still haven't read the tag replies, they're
here.Wise words from Fara the minah (what irony):
"Don't ever feel that you don't deserve to have what you want. Be more confident can or not?!"Seriously. From all the crap that shoot out of that girl's mouth, miracles do happen once in a while. -claps claps-
So much drama-mama shits has been happening in JJC the past few days, it can easily fuel a 24-hour gossip session. I have sinned much, dear God! But seriously hor, so much stuff is occuring it's hard to keep track on who's on who's side and to trust anyone.
I have, however, made a resolution, to not bitch anymore about a certain friend, henceforth known as XX (not to be confused with popular blogger XiaXue). XX is a very nice person and friend, i can vouch for that. But XX has a problem with dealing with the opposite sex, truth be told. XX likes them too much it's rather nauseating. So... yah. Noone is perfect, so i shall not bitch about XX no more! Nu'uh! (now that's one less sin. Thank God)
A certain bitch is telling lies again. Tsk tsk. To think that we didn't confront her in public in the past to save her face, and now she's repaying our good deeds by telling lies again. I mean c'mon lah! Long ago story why you still want to dig up? My group has long ago forgotten about the incident, and you're now rallying people to go against us. Wadabubba? Oh wells i guess you've built a strong reputation as a backstabber, as even a teacher who overheard our conversation managed to guess your identity. bah. Speaks volumes of your character, doesn't it?
Msn conversation with Fuckinals:
"We went to Sungei Buloh uh. So kosong man the place! Then we watch birds at the bird tower."
"Bird? Which species? The long hard one with two eggs?"
"haha. NO LAH. normal birds lah!"
"Bedekk! Bedeekk!"
"heheheehhe. NO LAH."Right. We believe that. -nods head- Let's see what else i shall write before i start mugging at 9am. Oh yeah i seem to have forgotten the important fact that my whole family is barfing. I woke up to the brother's puke call
"Blueergh Blueergh! Kakak! Tissue! Ka.. Bluerghhh Bluerrrrghh!!" (uh gross)and to which after passing him the tissue i went
"Nah tissue kau. Bluerrrgh!! (takes plastic bag) Blueerrghh!"Kind of reminds me of Scary Movie's parody of The Poltergeist. haha. The puking scene. What is it with people barfing when they hear/see other people barf? Does it work the same way as when you see a person yawn, and you start yawning too?
This entry has been totally random. You've just wasted 5 minutes (8 if you're a slow reader) of your precious time. I'm so sorry. hurhurhur.
Oh before i go, it's true that distance makes the heart grow fonder. -smiles- *BLUERRGGHH!
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 8:46 AM
Half asleep.
I basically wasted my whole day today. Conversations held throughout school sounded something like the following:
Me : Eh i'm don't feel like going Malay ah.
Fara : Ok set. Let's not.
[slack slack]
Fara : Eh i don't feel like going Maths ah.
Me : Ok set. Let's not.
Rad : I also! I join the both of you k.
[slack slack]
Me : Eh let's go West Coast Park study ah after school
Fara : Ok set.
Rad : Okies.
Shak : Ok! I join you all k?
[travel travel. Reaches Wcp]
Fara : Eh hot guys!
All 4 of us : ~drool gossip drool~
Damn. What a waste of time. Throughout the whole day, the only thing i learnt was how to paraphrase 2 sentences during GP class. But then again, whats new? hurhurhur. Fara's best friend, Fauzi, was working at McCafe. Eye candy throughout the 4 hours we were there. -slobbers-
I re-edited the template's pic! Look! My ring is shining! hahha.
Somehow my England in this entry is rather off. I'm half asleep actually. Am so darn tired from talking non stop all day long. Tsk. Banyak dosa aku nari. hahahhaha.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:36 PM
New template.
Shak was busy all day redoing her blog template, and i suddenly found myself itchy-handed and TADAA!
I admit i'm getting rather rusty. This is BAD. What do you think? Change back?
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 9:02 PM
Mcs infested entry.
Currently addicted to:Siti - Force Vomit.Tags have been replied
here.
Ok! The beginnings of what i presume to be my longest entry in DAYS has begun! Please grab a nice cushioned seat, a cuppa Mocha, and maybe a trail of tissue to wipe your drool off if this entry gets boring. Teehee. I shall blog about this week in a daily format, and it will encompass my after-school events.
Monday:MUG. MUG. MUG. Till 2 bloody am. (Kim and i were discussing not long ago, on why students name the action of studying till you go cuckoo as Mug-ging. I said "Maybe because when you study, you drink mugs of coffee to keep you awake what." He said "But, its a cup of coffee. Not a mug of coffee. Why not name it cup-ping then?" I laughed "Cuz it sounds WRONG lah stoopid."
Tuesday:Yay! Mcs (Malay Cultural Society) clean-up day! Seriously, i am beginning to NOT regret joining just one cca. It was FUN lah i tell you. A few weeks back, we found out that we actually have an Mcs room. Ok room is not the correct word to describe it.. its like the size of a store. But hey, better then nothing right? So we unlocked the door, and found this mess:
Fugly piece of work on the cupboard, dear Senior.
17 years worth of rubbish.Apparently the seniors have decided to turn this room into a store room. Thereotically it is a storeroom, i know, but give it some respect man! Its the Mcs room, damnit! Not some place where you abandon all your unwanted Ten-Year Series and where you light up your smoke machine. Bah! So the Ex-Cos (ehem) gathered, and we planned the following Tuesday to have a clean-up session.
Dances to Barney "Clean up, clean up! Everybody, everywhere! Clean up, clean up! Everybody do your share!"
Ady and Naz carrying the heavy cupboard out. Wah strong seh! whaha.
The rubbish scattered to be sorted out.2 hours and endless shouts of "Throw! Throw! Throw!" by Dana the President, we finally managed to clear the room. Priceless gems we found in there, i've to tell you. Trophies and albums dated back in the 1970s, tons of literature books and many many other stuffs which Ady and I brought home (haha).
Some people went missing cuz they couldn't tahan the heat and noise music we created.So after we gave the floor a through sweep, all of us crowded in the small room and gave it an opening ceremony, Mcs-style. We played the Angklung!! haha. It was hilarious, not to mention hot and crampy. So now the room is rather bare (not to mention VERY CLEAN) but after the promotional examinations we plan to head down to Ikea, get some furnitures, carpets, paints etc and give it what it deserves. Wheee! I can't wait! -claps hands and jumps around-
After the clean-up, we headed down to Jurong Point, had dinner (whilst gossiping) and went right on home. (where mugging session was continued till the whee hours of the morning. Bah!)
Wednesday:Let's see. What did i do today? How about MUG?! I'm turning into a nerd. God help me in these times. (luckily i got to meet the Sunshine for a brief (really brief) moment. Really lit up my day, that georgous man.)
Thurday:I finally met up with the Sunshine proper!! haha. I missed him to bits lah. We headed down to City Hall to eat and look around at stuffs and talk and blablabla. The iPod nano is damn small, can! Something funny happened on the way to Funan from the bustop, but i shall not elaborate. (just type here to remind myself and him of it). hehe.
When i was with him, all my troubles flewww away just like that. No more mugging, no more PW shit, no more nothing. Sigh. What can i do without him? It was rather long ago since we last shared a Sticky Chewy, so we bought some and needless to say he gulped most of it down. hahha. The train ride home was peaceful cuz the both of us were damn shagged, especially him since he only managed to sleep for 2 hours the night before. I really appreciated the fact that he met up with me even though he was really tired. -smiles- I love you dear. Muacks!
Friday:Mid-Autumn festival! Another Mcs-infested day! haha. (can't you see i get so damn excited when i talk about Mcs?) ahaahaha. Seriously lah. Mcs is fun, ohkay. My whole world lights up when i hear about Mcs events or outings, cuz it means spending precious time with JJ friends! weeee! haha.
The bookmarks, kuehs and angklungs.
Hero of the day!The Chinones of the school had arranged for a Mid-Autumn festival thingie, with fairs and food and stuff, so they invited the Mcs to open a stall. The information was passed down to us rather last minute, but we managed to scrape up whatever resoures we have, and plan a booth. This was our plan: Sell off bookmarks with customised names in Jawi (Thanks Ady and Rad! You guys did a fabulous job!), conduct our well-known Angklung game and feed visiting Chinones with kuehs (Fara came back from Begawan Solo with a traumatised look and exclaimed "They sell Durian Pukis! What has the world come to?")
Working hard in L11.So anyway, all of the J1s were supposed to attend this talk at 2pm, but most of the Mcs peeps skipped it and headed to L11 to start making our bookmarks. After endless cutting and snipping and drawing and coloring and shading and glittering and tying
and watching porn on handphones , we had finally sort off gelled together as a group. It was touching. kekeke.
Halim was acting weird. Maybe it was the hantu of the room (this was the same room where Fara, Rad and I were caressed by unseen hands) posessing him or something, cuz he started drawing an Mcs-logo (which had jawi stuff and fire and sireh) and writing out the pledge of allegiance to the Mcs on the whiteboard. It was a nice gesture and all, but I SWEAR IF I HAVE TO DON THAT LOGO ON MY MCS SHIRT AND PLEDGE THAT PLEDGE, I WILL QUIT MCS! I'm enthusiastic about Mcs lah. But to have a pledge? Oh God, no.
The family playing Angklung, where Rad emerged winner!We then headed to our booth, decorated it, heck-cared all visitors and played the angklung by ourselves. It was hilarious! (by the way we finished most of the kuehs ourselves too!) But by 7pm, when there was a steady stream of people visiting our booths, we declared "Open Shop" and started making bookmarks and feeding famished chinones till 930pm. Salutes to
Ady,
Rad and Khai for being the parmanent ones at the booth.
A group photo!
And another...
And it doesn't stop here, trust me.I officially declare that the Mcs peeps are Cam-whores. It was like "Excuse me, we're from the school magazine. Can we take a picture of you guys?", followed by someone hollering "Oi picture oi! Picture oi! Pictuuuree!!" and all of a sudden the 20 of us will apparate making weird ass poses for the whole world to see. And when the journalists and teachers got sick of taking photos of us, Fara would grab a random passerby to take a picture of us with her camera, and she will be followed by someone hollering "Oi picture oi! Picture oi! Pictuuuree!!" and all of a sudden the 20 of us will apparate making weird ass poses for the whole world to see. (yes, i copy-pasted that bit)
The Lepaks clique. Wee. Sparklers, and its not even puasa yet!So after closing shop, the 1st group went off, whilst the group which comprised off the fun-lepak kind of people (including yours truly) headed off to some random playground around the school area to chill out and play sparklers (no Fara, they're Bunga Api and not glitter ok?).
On the way, we passed by a Mak Nyah (transvestite) and her Bf who entered the male toilet together and locked the main door. We asked Zai to kpo2 investigate lah, thats how we knew. haha. Wonder what they were doing in there, though.
We also passed by this flat which was deserted and barricaded (even the stairs and lifts had ceiling high grills to prevent traspassers). Ady told us that someone had commited suicide in that block, and almost all of the occupants complained off ghostly hauntings. So the government stepped up, evacuated every single one of the flat-owners and cordoned off the whole building. What made it scarier was the group of chanting people under that said block. Brr.
After a round of ghost stories, Ady suddenly pointed to that "face". Zai screamed. hahahha!After all that ghost story sharings on the way to the playground, the topic of discussion when we're at the playground was naturally, ghosts. Sitting in the middle of nowhere at 1030pm, surrounded by trees and the round moon watching over us, it was CREEPY. The sparklers did lighten up the mood, but fuck it was still scary sia. Hilarious antics by Zai Machomen who wasnt so macho that we thought he was. But all was good. -smiles from ear to ear- After too many stories the grrls freaked out, we did a round of ayat Kursi. Then started to gossip. ahahhaa.
11pm came, Peah's and Dana's daddies sent everyone home till their void decks. Daddy picked me up as i was too scared to go up the lift alone. haha. Pengecut. When i reached home, i told Mummy about my day, bathed and hopped on my bed where i then dialled up the Sunshine and chatted with him for around 1 1/2 hours.
I think the Big Shots of the school (P, Vp etc) were rather impressed with us. hehe.Before going to sleep, i prayed and thanked God for giving me a Daddy who would pick me up downstairs even though he just came back from work, for giving me a Mummy who whipped up some food for me when i said the food at the festival sucked, for giving me a Sunshine who listened to me ramble on about how the day went, for giving me friends in JJ who made me laugh and smile.
Alhamdulillah.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 8:00 PM
Monthly Tag replies. Rejoice!
xx a curious reader xxhaha. great to hear you are and him are back. i prefer to stay anonymous. =)
Oh wells. Since i already found out your true identity. Hello Malik! hehe.linked u!
Yay! I've linked you too! xx ah boi xxhey! glad that things work out.. by the way, reading ur replied tags, im amazed!!! u do take an effort to go all tru ur tags!!!!
Yeap i do, Thats why i like to take my time replying. Usually once a month. But if business is goot then twice a month. Cuz replying tags take up at least an hour. fenat sih!hehhe...glad u enjoy ur Sentosa trip!!..... oh yar... uve been tag!!!!!
Yeap im glad my first trip has been goot too! And i've replied your taggie, as you've know. -smiles-oohh.. MY!! ive got so much to catch UP!!!!!!!!!
Haha. not many actually, cuz i didnt really update much the past few days. Have been uber shagged with truckloads of homework (as you've already read).at least u update mah. ... hehhe
haha. True true.yar.. trueness... everyone needs their wkends break!!!
correct! i didnt go to the beach though. Damn hot lah. So i stayed at home and pampered myself silly with chocolates and luxurious bathes and teevee. hehe. xx anonymous xxi am not smita. haha. who am i? maybe one day i shall reveal myself. haha!
haha. Okay not rushing you then. One day. -nods head- xx Beepok xxthanks dudet!! my internets down for the moment.. fudge up.. and also warrik!! thats meeeeeeeeee..~ CSI mother fudgker.. weeeee
welcomee! internets down? but i always see u online what. bedek seh.xx diana xxglad that he came back to you.take care sis!
haha. I'm glad too, alhamdulillah. You take care too, dik.xx duan xxFAddy; am so proud that u've remained strong these past few days during yr time-off. but love will keep it together.. and thus, have a good week ahead!
haha. Thanks duan! You have a good week too.u've never been to sentosa before this?? *shocked*!! hehe.. but hope u had an enjoyable outing.. btw, i'll reply yr tag as soon as i have the time k..
i DID have an enjoyable time. A very enjoyable one, at that. hehe. And thanks for replying my tag!10 more paragraphs??? so wordy...but you CAN DO IT, FAddy~!! may the force be with u.. btw, weekend is coming.. i'm so excited.
I CAN, and i HAVE! hahah. so what event are you so looking forward to, Duan?xx Fana xxslamat stress... EOY paper alsp arnd corner.. And im still cant catch up.. So kita slmt2 stress arh.. hehe
hahaha. yar lor. i dun see you updating your blog and on msn nowadays. Ngah smangat blaja ehhk. hehe. Good for you. Must do your best k?xx fizah xxeh fad,juz change my add.so add me aite!
Ok done!xx Frenz xxHey faddy.. Saw u at bus station with ur sunshine.. GUez u donno me..
haha. Duh i wun noe you if you dun state your name right? So who are you, exactly? And which bus stop did you see us at?xx Haf xxhello faddy. (:
-smiles- hello haffy!xx haniff xxnice blog... 2 tagboards, thats what i call very cautious... close to paranoid in fact... haha
ahhaha. nahh just dun wanna miss anything my friends might want to say to me. kekeke.xx Hak xxeh i haben tell u bout my encounter on d fon.. it was like 2am n i was cnfrncing wid my frens..den tt tym left me n my fren tokin oni.. lpas tu ader tis groaning voice for like 3 tyms.. it wasn me nor her nor my fren whus far from d fon.. "IT" let anoder groan b4 my other fren starts toking again.. EEEEeeeKz
Eeew scary. Maybe it was the ghost from the ring tengah trying to talk to another guy somewhere but there was a cross-line. wahahha. ok lame.Oh my goshed! Wads with all these guys photos thats been turning me on. Haha. Aniwae i so loooove Naema!! Weehee. She rox la can.. omg.. haha.. niwaex thanx alot yea for hearing me out.. Hah. Its been a stressful week n more to come wid assmnts and xams.. =(
welcome kimi! anywya yeah naeema is hotttt. and those guys are hotter. but you know what? im the hottest! yeah baby! wahhahaha.
boo... da lamer aku tk tag kau.. muahaha.. muax!
haha. wish aku good luck for exams aku bolehh? aku stress ah kimi. sedih.xx jannah xxim jannah SA...hehx..glad to know tt evrything turned out jz fine!..
haha. yeap, alhamdulillah.xx keyis xxpardon me if i kept in touch with u even though i am not ur relatives keke
hhaha. nahh its better if you aint my relative. cuz you know sometimes this makcik2 can be so kpo.why so many people likes chad murray..
cuz he has this mysterious bad boy look. those eyes! haha.the another tagbox is creating problem for all the bloggers. mine tagbox has been down for three days
ohh isit shoutbox? no wonder i saw two tagboards at your blog this morning when usually theres only one.gosh my fav bang. my fav song. my fav lyrics in my fav blog . COOL
hahha. Yeahhh blink 182!! Fav blog kepe. haha.xx Kinky xxurgh.. that's an ugly pic of me leh.. haha u grrls always make me smile :) love ya!
haha. you're never ugleh babe. and with your new haircut, vavavoom! (altho i have to say i prefered your curls. hehe)ya ya.. ur goin to sentosa for the first time. dun make others tink noti can onnot. aiyoooo
hahha. SPOILER LAH.can I have an order or Nazra n zai pls. registered mail preferred. tankz!
cannott!! they're both attached. neninenipuupuu. (attached last i heard lah. not sure about now. haha)ya who say straight grrls aren't pretty! tgk je saya laaaaaaaa.. hehe KIDDING AH
yer kamu pretty, kinky. saya agree.EH HAHAH!!! The gold friends and silver friends. Biodata of diaries kan! mampos! haha lama seyyyyy..all those stuff go way back man.. those and neoprint machines. haha
haha. the carefree days of primary school. -starts becoming nostalgic- hehe. the hopscotch, the pokemon, the climbing trees.. and a guy named Darren. hehehhehe.Yeh,the love to kill my genomics teacher.
tsk tsk. abstain from violence! abstain!so fast eh promos..same time nxt yr ur A's yikes!
haha. thats why!! scary! and im 18 next year! can you believe it? im still so fukken immature lehh.ek eh faddy. smiles to urself? asal senyum cam beruk eh? *frowns* he calls u faddy meh? not baby.. sayang.. sweetie pie.. cupcake.. hersheys ke.. kekekkeke
hahhaa. HERSHEYS macam lain bunyik aje. wahahhahahha. yup he just calls me faddy.IM FREE IM FREE! i'll be there fer u like u were for meeee!!
good for you, kinky. -slums back in the middle of the books- BOOHOOHOOOO!
xx Lisa xxehhh my pic!!!!! what is it doing here??!! heh tc babe! muacks!!
haahha. tersesat ah. you take care too! and you look pwetty in kakak2 gear lah! haha. weeiweeiit! can i marry you if eddy is too slow to propose?ABEH KINKY PIKIR BUKAN2!!?? KINKY ASIK HORNY JE EHHHHH!!!!!!!!
haha. kata kinky!!!xx nAs xxhahahahahah. finally the same age hor. THANKS DUDETTE! :D
welcome nassy!! hope you had a great bday celebration!cheyyy. no more sentosa virgin aye. im no more sheesha virgin too. hahahahahaha. :p
hahahha. SHEESHAAA!! one day we buka puasa together den go sheesha! set?xx naz xxi got a racist joke.. What do u get when a couple of bangla workers go into the swimming pool?? guess...
Er.. i dono leh.haha! chin chau.. ok..it's kinda lame.. anyway..u sound damn excited about doing that Something.. Haha!! izzit what i think it is..Muahahahahahha!!!!
Mak kau. THATS LAME AH! hahahha. takleh angkat.xx NuRuL xxwhahaa..it's ok lar..accidentally wat..blame it on ur poor aiming..anyway watsup with sore eyes all ard ah?? isit its season??
Agaknye leh. And it keeps changing eyes. haha. one day one my left, one day on the right. and got so much taik mataa!eh ehhhh naima! (x5)
ok ok! We know you love naima! haha.talk already..lotsa times..but he always like 'side' her.. like he say..salah ker? or he will say want 2 see if u will get jealous or not..*dang* erpz.. i didnt realise i tag a lot of "eh ehh naima".. =S anyway.. miss the pri sch times too..haha..nowadays ..dun tink so.. they got hp wat..
Sigh. I hate it when guys do that, ey. But oh well. Just keep telling him, and maybe he'll realise lah. Yeap primary skools. Children nowadays miss out alot what with the effects of modernization. Bleagh, i sound old. hahaa.the longest yard is damn funny rite??? LOL.. the bapok cheerleaders.. D I C..lol!!
hahhaha. YAH! and the part where that guy actually made out with the bapok in the laundry room. whahaha. that was classic. but hor, i cried when caretaker was buried. so sad.xx shak xxhey. i dunno whether to tag or not cos i dunno whether u see my tag in the first place or not. i love u. i swear. as frens. haha. (= (= love me too ya?? (= (=
I see! I see! and i love you too. hahha. I LOVE MCS LAH! hahhahahaa.xx sPud xx-shakes head- go figure..
ok!xx xiuz xxyaoos. and yeh sure i'll turn anorexic. =) ahahaha
hahha. no u wun. Bulimic Rosie will.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 3:35 PM
Tired.
You freely shower them with compliments, i guess you ran out of any to compliment me with. -shrugs-She stepped into classroom 302, her spectacles clutched in her hands. She spotted 4 guys seated at the back, walked towards them, counted 6 empty tables, and prompted the 1st guy to shift one seat and make way for her friends who were coming up the stairs. The guy removed his earphones, and said "I'm sorry?". Now something was really amiss. That guy didn't sound like any of her classmates! Taken aback, she put on her spectacles, and saw 23 alien eyes staring back at her with puzzled looks. Damn, she had entered a wrong classroom for 1 whole minute without realising it.
Yeap. I made a fool out of myself again today. The list just goes on, doesn't it?
I shall not sing in public!
I shall wear my spectacles/contact lenses 24-7!
... and so on and so forth.
Things have been pretty rough for me lately. Not been getting enough rest and school is super stressing me out. Am also fighting an inner battle with my insecurities and paranoia.
I therefore declare that i am physically, mentally and emotionally drained. Am waiting patiently for the weekend to come, where i'll whisk myself away for one day away from the hustle bustle of life.
I miss going to the beach and have talks with the people i love. I guess everyone's busy with their studies, so alone it is then.
Irfan, if you're reading this, where can i get the Dikir Barat Cds? Thanks bro.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 9:50 PM
Feeling high.
Its 11:41pm and i just woke up from a 45 minute worth of slumber which was supposed to make me fresher BUT somehow something went wrong somewhere, and i am now indulging in a round of stoning.
Super Stoning. Major Stoning.
I feel... high. Like i'm stuck in a parallel universe. My body's here, but i'm not here. I'm still asleep. Still... happily dreaming away on my bed, with Force Vomit's "Are you my number one" on repeat mode.
7 paragraphs down, 10 more to go. Fishmongers! Why can't the
bloody European countries mind their own business and not colonise Southeast Asia?! Then i won't have a stinking 17 paragraphed essay to complete, damnit! Bah.
I think the Sunshine, Jannah and Haf now hold the record for the longest Mcs meeting to ever be conducted over the telephone lines. They started at around 9:45pm and the last time i checked (5 mins ago), they were still on the phone. Fuh. -salutes to the three of you for your dedication-
10 more paragraphs, Faddy. You CAN do it. C'mon!
I'm still not used to you having so many [insert here]. Time to adjust, Faddy! Pronto, cuz it's taking a toll on my emotions. Sigh.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 11:41 PM
Stay tuned.
I do know these short posts are getting really irritating (i feel it too), but i'm really REALLY bombarded with too much stuffs to complete. So stay tuned till Friday arrives, and i'll update a really long post PLUS reply to tags. Promise.
Friday's update will include:
- Malay Cultural Society's room Clean-Up.
- "The huge amount of hws i had to complete" complaints.
- My feeling guilty cuz i keep having to ask friends to print stuff for me.
- The experience of fasting whilst everyone else is eating.
- The new relationship i have with the Sunshine.
- Reply to tags.
... and many many more.
Till Friday.
Andai dapatku, putarkan masa
Andai dapatku, ulang semula
Segala cerita yang, tersurat sudah
Menjadi iktibar, tersirat sejarah...(anyone knows the whole thing for Kelana Purba's Dikir performance in mega perdana which began with this rangkap?)
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:34 PM
Bite-sized.
I was right! The teachers are all panicking cuz they can't finish the syllabus in time, so today alone, I was given a mountain of workload to complete by sometime this week.
I hope this sudden sprint won't cause me to burn out before the promos even start. Bah! Ok toodles people. I will reply tags as soon as i can ya! Cuz right now, Faddy's busy mugging!! (can you believe i just said that?) haha. CHOO CHOOOO!! Chugga chugga chugga!! CHOO CHOOOO!!
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 5:26 PM
Ah Stress!
1 hour and 33 mins more to the official opening of Term 4. The holidays have come and gone and whilst doing some work last night, it FINALLY hit me that promos are only 2 weeks away. Whats that, Faddy? Only 2 weeks away?
AHHHHHH!!!!! (tears hair out)
No time for regrets and for turning back the clock. No time no time. From now onwards, Faddy will be mugging in full speed ahead! Chooo Choooooooooo!! Chugga chugga chugga. Chooo Choooooo!
PS. Yup Kim, I am finally starting to feel the stress-ity. I feel... Human once again again.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 6:27 AM
Cheesed.
Quite cheesed with a friend for not informing me that i have a very long essay to complete by Tuesday (and to top it up she can only pass me the worksheet tomorrow) , and quite cheesed with the hist rep for not informing me straight to get the stuff from the friend. Quite cheesed with myself for not calling and asking whether there's any homework.
Cheesed cheesed cheesed. I have realised that i have completely wasted the whole of the holidays. I shall make sure i do something today and make myself less guilty. I MUST DO SOMETHING STUDIES-RELATED TODAY.
I MUST!
And for the record, Sunday mornings are the best mornings one can have. -Smiles from ear to ear-
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 4:28 PM
Late night entry.
Currently bouncing to:
First Date -
Blink 182.In the car, I just cant wait...
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didnt know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you'll think.
You make me nervous so I really can't eat
Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for one minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please dont look at me with those eyes
Please dont hint that your capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I'm probably gonna miss
Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last foreverSo cute for a guy to think of all that. Longest chat tonight since months. Reminds me of the past. -smiles to herself-
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:56 PM
Yawn.
I had a great morning out with the Sunshine today. Truth be told i didnt want to let him go off to his tuition, but what to do? Haha. Somehow there was something in the air. Cheesy, I know. -Grins-
After eating breakfast at the Food Market, we hopped aboard the train's last cabin. It was hilarious, the conversations we had. We peeked at couples showing PDA (Public Display of Affection), compared peoples' butts, and laughed at the silliest things that the other said. I missed days like these with him.
So he sent me to Yio Chu Kang to get my iPod (Yay i got it back, finally), while i sent him to Dhoby Ghaut so that he can go off for tuition. It went
"Eh Faddy. YCK already you know. How come you not dropping?"
"Er. Ok ok 3 more stops then i drop. So its fair, in the middle like that."
"Lame lah you."
3 stops passed.
"Eh Faddy. You're supposed to drop here tau."
"Er i know. But i dun mind lah. I'm having too much fun talking to you i'm prolonging our meeting. Haha."
"Weird lah you. You ask me send you then end up you send me. Don't say i didn't teman you ahhh."
"Yerlah yerlah."Hehe. So after dropping him off i took a train back to YCK, finally got my beloved iPod and now i'm at home. So darn tired. I think i shall go sleep.
The Sunshine that brights up my life.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 5:04 PM
This is life.
Sometimes i wished i take Chemistry and Maths and that i excel in Economics. I feel so helpless not being able to do anything to ease the burden you carry upon your shoulder. I'm sorry. Hold on and be strong. It'll be over before you know it, and you'll have two months to enjoy. Look forward to that end.
Someone once asked me "What's the one thing that the world can never live without?" I had foolishly replied "Oxygen." Don't blame me, i was young.
If you were to ask me that same question again right now, I'd reply "Love". Love for God, love for one's family, for friends, for fellow humans and creatures alike, for money, for food and love for a million other things in life.
It is through love that we find peace, that we experience joy and sadness, that we experience emotions. It is through love that one feels. The happiness of being with a loved one and the sadness when we lose one, the estatic feeling of getting a material wealth that you fought so hard to get and the sinking feeling when its gone.
It has struck me that even with oxygen, but without love, the world can never truly live.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 8:00 PM
Bored.
Currently listening to:
A moment of Silence -
Streetlight ManifestoCheck out
this website. The videos are just darn hilarious. Spent my whole afternoon laughing away, and needless to say, didn't touch much of the books lying on my desk. But then again, whats new? Heh.
Remember i cleared my room the other day? Well, whilst i was revising some History in the wee hours of the morning, it struck me that i'm rather proud of my room. hehe. The neat stack of books, the neat table, the aligned posters and cds pasted on the walls etc. I shall try to mantain this neatness for a long while. The word here is try.
What else do i have to rant about?
Faddy: "Pray for me to be strong when the time comes, but pray harder that the time will never come."
Nassy: "
I always pray for you, Faddy."
That totally made my already glorious evening. The sun is shining but its not hot, there's an air of serenity, the birds are chirping, im listening to a wonderful song with a cuppa Nescafe in my hand whilst procastinating, and the Sunshine and I have cleared whatever troubled us. Nothing to bother my mind, nothing at all. Let it remain this way.
InsyaAllah.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 4:03 PM
Multi-tasking.
I hope the silence means sleep. -crossing fingers-
I was going down the stairs happily singing random Dikir Barat songs (i was alone, mind you). No choice mah. No iPod = No music = Create own music. I think my voice was a few decibels higher then the acceptable singing in public level, cuz once i neared the void deck, i heard a few mat bawah block (void deck mats) singing along with me.
The shame ^_^
I made an about turn, went down the other stairs and rushed across the street. But still i didn't learn my lesson. When i gauged that the mats couldnt hear me anymore, i sang happily under the void deck opposite the street.
Only to turn at a corner and end up right smack in the middle of a group of makciks-makciks and pakcik-pakciks (malay aunts and uncles). They halted their conversation and started clapping and cheering me on and asking me why i did not join Anugerah.
I wish.
They gave me a weird stare whilst i scurried away, my face a beet red (although i doubt they can see since im so dark).
The shame ^_^
I shall not sing in public. I shall not sing in public. I shall NOT sing in public.
I'm multi-tasking here (well, trying), but i'm failing rather miserably. Been blogging and chatting and hollering to Alkaline Trio for the past 20 mins but nothing seems to be typed on Microsoft Word (which of course was the task i actually set out to do).
I missed bitching with Fara so i called her. Apparently she went for camp and now has returned with a sexay voice. I think she missed me too cuz she was so reluctant to put down the phone. heh. I miss gossiping and bitching at the school canteen. School please!! But please erase the ass-ignments and tutorials and lectures part. I don't miss those at all.
I think i look nice at the beach the other day. Pardon the amount of self love displayed. -Grins-
Will I look good in pointies (not panties), jeans, shirt, jacket, big earings, long shawl and make up? Hahaha. I so can't imagine myself wearing that combination of clothes. No matter. Once i clear promos, i'm gonna learn a thing or two from Fara and Rad on how to dress up and how to cook!
Watch outtttt. Weeee! Can't believe promos are coming at a choo-choo train speed. Fuuush! 2 more weeks if i'm not mistaken? I just want to get it done with, so that i can enjoy my holidays. Wooots!
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:36 PM
I miss you.
I had a great day with the Sunshine today after not meeting for what seems to be like eons (pure exagerration on my behalf). It started of PMS-y, but after clearing my doubts and what i felt, things changed for the better. -smiles- Thanks Sunshine for the day!
We went to watch The Longest Yard and it was damn worth it. It's been quite a long while since we watched a movie together and really watched it, cuz most of the time either one of us (usually him) will fall asleep. hurhur. Go watch! It's hilarious.
I think i'm too over demanding. Am I? (sigh)
I need to workk outttt. Someone want to run with me? I want to run on a treadmill, and do bench presses (i don't know what it is, but it sure sounds cool), and some other intricate machinary which will flatten my almost-bulging stomach. I don't care what the gym instructors ask me to do, as long as there's aircon in the gym and there's a good shower. I want my 4 pecs back. Work out. Work out. Work out. Anyone? Any recommendations?
"These days you haven't really been fair to me, you know.blablablabla. I'm emotionally strong right now, so i need you to tell me one last time whether you're still in. You can call for out now, and i won't cry, cuz i've prepared myself. I'm strong enough to take it. This is your chance to quit if you're still unsure."
"I'm sure Faddy. I still want in."
"Then you better not disappoint me again, cuz i'm not the emotional wreck i was."I STILL HAVE NOT COMPLETED MY WEEK OVERDUED ECONOMICS GRADED ESSAY! -Faints-
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 7:40 PM
4th entry for the day.
Damn im bored. Got the following from
Fenicky Feline's blog:
Guys, signs to look out for when your chick is PMSsing.
1) She snaps at every damn thing
2) Nothing you do or say is right and she seems like the most unreasonable person ever
3) All of a sudden, she craves for chocolates, sweets or food she doesn’t usually like
4) Her tummy looks damn big leh (because of water retention), but shut your yap or you’re in deep shit
5) She cries over something minor you say or do. Don’t you dare call her a crybaby. Comfort her instead.
6) She complains that her breasts are tender
7) She feels insecure and unloved for no reason
(This one, you’re so gonna like)
8) She gets super horny. Don’t, because of (4), say you’re not in the mood because (5) will happen, which will then change to (1) for the rest of the week. Indulge her. Pop Viagra if you have to, but don’t reject her because she already feels (7). For God’s sake, don’t squeeze her breasts hard, or (1) or (5) will happen because of (6).
* * * * *So true. Wahahaha.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 9:03 PM
Men who make me slobber.
Jon.
Maurice.
Brad Pitt.
Chad Murray.
Warrick Brown.
Any random guy decked in all black with shoulder length hair.
Last but NOT least,
The Sunshine.Nope, i'm not feeling horny. Hahaha. Spent the whole day cleaning up my room, rearranging the furniture, pasting more posters etc. Whilst doing so, i found some $kaching$ as well as many many diaries which i asked friends to write in when i was primary six.
The model format:
Name: Girl XXX
Class: 6J, 5I, 4H, 3G, 2F, 1E
Favourite Food: Mum's cooking!
Favourite Drink: Non-Alchoholic drinks.
Favourite color: Red, blue, pink, yellow
Phone number: xxxxxxx
Pager number: (only rich kids will have this)
Address: Blk xxx, Jurong West St xx, #xx-xxx
Gold Friends - Girl A, B and C and You! (for courtesy's sake)
Silver Friends - Girl D, E and F
Bronze Friends - Girl G, H and I
Friends - Everyone except stupid boys!!
Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
and so are you!
[F]riend
[A]dorable
[D]ear to me
[H]ilarious
[I]n my heart
[L]amer
[A]lways smiling
[H]elpfull
Dear Fadhilah,
Thank you for letting me write in your cute diary! Stay cute forever and we must keep in touch ok? Good luck with PSLE!
Love,
Girl XXX Muacks!
(All this must be written in a multitude of blinding colored ink complete with glitter or scent, and an absurd amount of neoprints must be pasted all around)
Gosh, how i miss those times. Do kids nowadays still do that?
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 6:09 PM
I am strong.
I've been updating much more regularly these days haven't i? Well, when there's nothing much to do at home, then the blog is the only thing i can occupy myself with for hours on end. Blog hopping, blog writing, blog tagging - i think i'll be severely handicapped without a computer, internet and a website called Blogger.
The red gates have opened. I was right about the PMSing bit, as usual. Sometimes i wonder what it's like to know that you're indispensable to someone.
I think deep inside i'm still apprehensive.
I've been doing a lot of thinking and i'm determined to be independant. I shall learn to love myself, occupy myself with things that i love to do and not give in to everything people want me to accept. I shall stand for my rights. Noone can bring me down. Like what Dana said "Don't settle for second best, Fad."
I am an intelligent girl. I just need to work harder and get my lazy ass off this computer chair and start studying. I am a pretty girl. I just need to learn the ways of dressing up and taking care of myself. Character wise, i guess i'm less then perfect, but in more ways i guess i'm a good caring person. I am funny and witty when i want to.
So why do i feel so insecure and why do i have such a huge lack of confidence right now? Its time to change that.
New pledge:
I'm strong, i'm smart, i drink Grow.I am Fadhilah.
I am smart and pretty.
I deserve people treating me well.
I shall not get emotions get to me too much.
This has pretty much been a crappy entry for you to read, but it's important to me. So thanks for reading it.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:16 AM
Right now.
I can't stop looking at her. Who says straight grrls dont look at pretty girls?
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 12:49 AM
Farez turns 17 today.
Finally i get to post this.
I went out with Claire Chan in the afternoon today to repair our iPods. (Yes, my iPod has to be sent back for repair. This is getting really mundane.) If all is well, i'll be reunited with my hunnybuns in 3 - 5 working days. It's going to be a long 3 - 5 days thats for sure. Bleargh.
I've been starting to rediscover the wonders of having friends around. Faris has been pretty much busy mugging for the past few weeks and (i foresee) in the future, so i guess meeting regularly is out of the question. I'm not one who likes staying at home cuz 9/10 chances, mum will find something to nag to me about. Making up (not out) with my friends sure lighten my burden since they'll ask me out. Yippee!
Conversation of the day.
Pig: Should i meet him today?
Fad: Yah why not.
Pig: But what can we do?
Fad: Make out lah.
Pig: But we already made out yesterday!
Fad: So? You can never get tired of making out. whaha.
Not funny, ah? Nevermind lah. I'm feeling rather down for no apparent reason. It's the time of the month where the blood is somewhere down there waiting to be released and thus im feeling PMSy.
Oh well. I've realised that you can't force people to like or love you though. They either do, or they don't. And if they don't, there's nothing you can do about it.
Happy 17th Birthday Farez! One less year to go before you can marry Nassy! wahhaha!Reading
Kim's entry sure as hell made me feel so appreciated. You're welcome Kim. We've been friends since pri school seh. I think its the least i could do after ditching you the past few months. Hope life goes smooth for you, ya? Be strong and you can go through anything, bebeh!
Hmm. I have a sudden craving for someone. Wednesday! Wednesday! Hope everything goes well.
Sometimes i question.... Oh nevermind. Unwanted, not to mention irrational and over-emotional thoughts, please get lost from my head. You're not welcomed!
And i so want my own computer so that i can surf in my room. Irritating brothers keep hoarding the computer these days to play some stupid online game where they kill pigs wearing ribbons, logs of wood and hopping mushrooms. Where were the days where hopscotch and erasers were the in thing?
BLEARGH. I want chocolates and hugs and lots of sunshine.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 9:35 PM
Sentosa!
Disclaimer.
I do hope that any relatives who read this to keep it to yourself. First off, my mum knew that i went, she knew that i swam in the sea etc and to keep it short, she knows everything. So i will not appreciate it if you conduct a show and tell session with the elders who will then comment on my dresscode, my free-mixing with boys etc as well as questioning my mum's capability on bringing me up to be a religion-abiding teen. My mum HAS done well, i know my rights and wrongs, and i will abide to it strictly sometime soon. But for now, i guess it's still time i let loose and enjoy while at the same time staying within social norm boundaries. Thank you. By the way, IF somehow i get a scolding from mum because someone ratted on me, i do know who you are.
Ok enough of that. Now it's time for SENTOSAAAAAAAA!!!! -mad laughter-
Thanks Kinky for ruining the surprise, but nevertheless for those who haven't read the tagboard, i finally devirginised my Sentosa virginity yesterday! Despite the downpour all day long as well as last minute cancellations by a few people, the day was still superb.
The morning started off with the Sunshine sending me off all the way at Harbourfront. Aww so sweet. It makes me all goeey when he does this things once in a while. hehe. Thanks Sunshine! After he went off, i met up with the rest.
Since Fara had told everyone that i was a Sentosa virgin, the buggers kept teasing me initially with comments like "K Fad you keep the tickets k. As a souvenior." or "Fad. That's the bus ok. The bus will take you to the beach. Take pics of the bus lah." Buh. I felt like a pariah. So after hopping aboard and then alighting at Pahlawan Beach, we were greeted by non other then Mr Thunderstorm. Boom boom boom!
Since we saw a few people still swimming in the sea, we
tore off our clothes changed into swimgear and
dived hopped into the warm welcoming sea amidst pellets of rain beating down on our heads and backs.
I have to say, in the beginning, it was rather boring cuz noone was mixing together well. My group stayed with mine, the boys stayed within themselves and Atiqah and Farhana remained together. We were all from more or less different cliques, i should say. However, later on we started talking and joking with one another and that's when the party really started.
Farhana on the left and Atiqah on the right.The not-even-hot lifeguard was being a bitch by carrying out his duties well and soon we were shoo-ed out the waters when the rain was coming down like cats and dogs. Under the shelter of the huge tent, we played poker, truth or dare (where i had to sit in between two indian uncles. omg that was embarrasing), chopchillichopchillichopchopchop and joked around. This was the stage where we gelled together, so in a way, thank you Mr Not-Even-Hot Lifeguard.
The machomen (L to R): Nazra, Zai, Umar and Ady.After the rain has ceased to a mere drizzle, everyone jumped back into the sea. We floated on our backs (congrats Rad you finally did it! Ady try harder next time. whaha), climbed on each other's shoulders and try to topple the other pair over (pantat ah ady main kepala. bleargh), played this tap-tap game where Umar and I remained champions consecutively, swam to the other side (ok Rad and i cheated cuz we took the bridge. Don't know how to swim mah), squealed when we stepped on oily sand (Zai machoman squealed the most) and much more. Spent more then 4 hours in the water man. haha. Got out all wrinkled like dried prunes.
The 05A08s (L to R): Rad, Me, Fara and Dana.Fara was hilarious. She kept losing all the games and there was this point of time where we saw a Singh and all of us pinched her (racist i know, im sorry) while shouting "What colour? What colour?" and all she could do was give this blank look while screaming "What? What? Pain lahh. Paaaain. What what?" hahaha. Needless to say, she went home with a couple of bruises on her arms as well as a bruised ego. kekeke.
The whole gang.When all of it was over, we headed down to McDonalds at Harbour Front to feed our famished stomachs (even after finishing the chicken rice that mum AND i cooked for all of us. Anyway, thanks mum. It was delicious!). All of us then took 188 home with the exception of Dana, laughing and listening to Ady's stupid racist jokes one of which was
Q: What do you get when you collide two chinese people on the road?
A: Double yellow line.
Uhm ok. So, yeah. I had a fantabulous first trip to Sentosa and i made new friends. Yayness! Next stop for the MCS peeps: Fara's Kelong at Batam!
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 8:45 AM
3 things you dont know.
Oh my. I am super shagged. Sentosa trip was FUN! (yeah yeah it was my first time. now stop laughing or i'll curse you with an experience similar to 3 days of Detox. Pfft!)
I want to talk all about it now, but i'm just too shagged. Like.. seriously.. zzzz..
So i shall update on Sentosa tomorrow and for now, reply the tag that
Ah Boi gave me.
[[ List three random facts about yourself that your friends might not know. And then tag five other friends to do it. ]]
1) To sleep peacefully, i need to have my Bantal Busuk (direct translation: Smelly Pillow) in my clutches. I don't really think that it shoud be described as a pillow though, since after 17 years of usage and being washed less then 10 times, it has been reduced to a pathetic piece of discolored cloth with unidentified black patches (which ive noticed these past few days, had white thingies growing out of it. Maybe it's time for another wash).
2) The reason as to why i never ever untie my hair in public is because i'm suffering from depression. When i was in Sec 3, i was a *cough*nerd*cough* and i didnt tie up my frizzy shoulder length hair. So there i was happily reading in the bus, when the Mats behind me started tugging on my hair and started calling me Anak Pontianak. Oh my god. That was such a traumatising experience. I went home and cried under my table, and from then onwards i never ever untie my hair in public, cuz i'm afraid of being teased by Mats and Minahs. Damn you, M&Ms!
3) Some of you may already know this, but some of you may have not. Is this considered cheating, Ah Boi? haha. Anyway, i cannot CANNOT shit anywhere except my home. In my whole life, i've shitted in school only twice (the die die must come out kind) and a couple more when i'm holidaying in hotels (also the die die must come out kind). If it's not really urgent and i can hold it in, i WILL hold it in until i get home. There was once in school, where i needed to poop but i still have 3 more hours to go before the bell rings. Since it was the die die must come out kind but i didn't want to do the business in school, i actually asked my teacher to sign an Early-Leave form. Whahaha.
4) One more, can? hehehe. I always run up my stairs if i get home after 7pm, cuz i'll always feel as if someone was following me up the stairs. Damn scary lah! I'd stride up confidently to the second floor, and then sprint up to the fourth floor. To avoid any embarrasing questions from the family, i'd sit outside my door (so that i can shout for help if anything happens) for around 5 mins to cool myself down before i press the doorbell. Damn i'm such a scaredy cat.
Ok now you know 3 (hehe 4 lah) more things about me.
I shall tag...
1) Duan
2) Fuckinals
3) Hafiana
4) Vickland
5) Naz
Ok go! I'm falling asleep on the keyboard already. Sentosa updates tomorrow!~
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 11:44 PM
Eeeep.
I am going to do something for the first time in my life today. I am very excited, but nervous. I hope everything goes well. -Jumps around-
Sssh. Don't tell anyone.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 6:49 AM
Today's News.
I was channel surfing the TeeVee this evening (what else is there to do during the holidays?), when i came across a show called
Renovate My Family.
No, the White lady is not part of the Biggins Family.In that episode, the Biggins family were given a complete makeover; their one storey house being renovated into a two storey house complete with theatre, smarthouse system in their entire house, plasma television(s) in the kitchen, blabla, having makeovers done for each and everyone of the people in the family, having counsellion sessions etc. The massive change brought onto them must have cost Fox or the sponsors a whopping amount of money.
I'd quote a minimum of $50 000 just to change ONE family's life, which, i have to add, have been living comfortably before the show.
Now if Fox or the sponsors were to pump this same amount of money to a third world country, let's say Africa, imagine the number of lives they'll be able to save. Oh wells. This is the world we live in.
* * * * *
Loots, rapes, shootings... It's sad to know that even these things happen in a Superpower country like the United States of America when disasters strike. I mean, them having supposedly the biggest Army and Finance would surely have had better preparations for such events.
Now what will happen if Singapore is struck by a similar disaster? Think about it. In my opinion, no loots, rapes or shootings will happen. Why? Cuz we'll all be drowned by then. (Haha)
* * * * *My cousin passed me a song titled Give Thanks to Allah, and apparently the artist that sang it was the infamous Michael Jackson. My first reaction was "And why the Hell would he sing that?!"
She said "He's a Muslim what." HUH. So i Googled, and apparently MJ is a Muslim. At least according to
Fox News as well as
Extratv.
So we learn new things everyday. Check out the song though. It's really nice.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 9:37 PM
Hyperactive.
Technically, today is the last day of the term before the one week holidays, so..
Whoopdeedoo!!Waste of time comin to school today seeing that Fara, Rad and I only attended the Economics tutorial from 8am - 9am and spent the next 3 hours bumming in the canteen since we decided not to attend Malay and GP. Ok actually we wanted to attend (really) but somehow out of the blue the three of us had diarrhoea. Can't help it what like that, die die all three can't attend lessons cuz need to run to the toilet every 5 minutes. Wahaha.
Ok racist joke told by someone:
Q: What do you call a Malay woman having an abortion?
A: Crime prevention.
Funny, can? Hmm.. Truth be told i feel bad for telling racist jokes which criticise my own race. But i still think its damn funny. I mean, if you can tell jokes about Indians or blondes, then whats wrong with telling such jokes on your own race? Its all in the name of humour, nothing serious right? -Grins-
Natural disasters occuring in China and in the USA as well as a stampede in some Arab country. Thousands dead. What worries me is my reaction : "Oh again ah? Oh ok lor." Tsk. Something is wrong somewhere. The world is going haywire and yet i don't seem to be worried.
I believe everything the Quran says. Yes, sometimes i do question, but nevertheless i believe. Remember the 9th planet that the astronomers just discovered? Big deal. It's already written in the Quran. They (the astronomers) will later discover the last 10th planet, to which they'll go "Ooooh! Aaahh!" but we Muslims will go "It's already stated in the Quran what."
I guess that's what makes me admire my religion. The fact that our bible contains all the knowledge in the world, although it was written millions of years ago. The fact that it makes me feel that God is certainly All-Knowing.
If this was a GP essay, I'd get negative marks for writing without a proper storyboard. Nothing flows. I'm sorry. Bear with me. Too many jumbled thoughts in my mind.
Couple of my friends are having a tough time with life. You know who you are. I hope you know that if you need someone to listen to you, call me. I'll pick up the phone, promise. (Unless i don't hear it ringing, which in that case, i'm really sorry)
Promos are less then a month away. I want to dieee. I want to get
Econs - A (cleared)
Malay - B (One grade higher then current grade)
Hist - D (One grade higher then current grade)
Maths - A2
GP - B4
I want! I want! I want! I want! I want! I want! (Reminds me of that Franklin advertisement. Hilarious.)
I met up with the Sunshine today. It was FUN. Not exaggerating. Clementi, Westmall, home. Yippee. Sorry Malik i didn't see you. Eye - contacts - specs - 400 degrees worth of help = Blindness. -smiles-
If all goes well, im going to Sentosa (for the first time ever) with the Malay and Indian mates in my school! Weeeeeeeee!~
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 7:04 PM
Bla bla bla.
Mum's having one of her bad moods again. Those that make her slam doors, shout at the top of her lungs and nag for an hr straight (give and take). I guess i'm at fault lah. But sometimes i just can't be bothered with her petty behaviour when it comes to housework.
I mean, c'mon lah. I did the dishes, i hung up the laundry, i watered the plants, i cleaned the living room just like you told me to. Why does it matter so much what time i do it as long as i get it done?! I get it ALL DONE. So whats the BIG DEAL?! Bah.
Faddy's feeling rather pissed off right now, what with my bloody sore eye which, after inspection, looks like it has a plasticy thing stuck on it. I've checked my contact lenses, but everything is still intact. So, as you might have already guessed, i'm feeling rather worried right now.
-Beep beep. Beep beep- Ahh the sms i've been waiting for all night. Good night readers.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 10:10 PM
Today is a special day
Because
1) It is Nasuha's 17th Birthday!! Finally she's as old as me. Wahaha. Happy Birthday Nassy!
2) It's this blog's 100th post! Is that cool or what? Messagesfrombeyond.blogspot had around 150 posts, so that makes this my 250th post. So the many many! Wonder how come i can keep on writing, seeing that i usually do things halfway then start to get bored of it. Haha.
I've been wanting to blog this down, but didnt have much time. Just want to remind myself that Shikin and Lisa of the Fuckinals are like the BEST people on earth to chat with in the middle of the night, after 12am onwards. They are like the QUEEN of making people laugh in stitches and they make it so darn easy for you to forget all your problems.
An exerpt:
Kin: Gossip Gossip Gossip Gossip..
Lis: Ahh! I know that girl! Gossip Gossip Gossip..
Fad: Ok i don't know who he is, but who cares?
Lis: Haha! Eh Faddy you know this other guy ah?
Fad: Yah! I know him. He's the boyfriend of some girl i know.
Lis: Well yeah, Gossip Gossip Gossip..
Fad: OH MY GOD! For real?
Lis: Yeah, for real.
Fad: Ooh that's some juicy news. -grins cheekily-
Kin: Eh do you guys know that Tapeworm can actually exit through your mouth and nose?
Lis: Eeee! For fuck?
Fad: Omg that's so gross lah kin. Has it happened before?
Kin: Yeah it was featured in the news what.
Fad: Eeew eew eeww.
Lis: Eee i cant imagine.
Kin: AAAAAH korang kene tipu! (i lied)
We have this thing where we have to pull off some lies which the other two must believe. It's made us suspicious of one another
Lis: I have to meet some Ustaz tomorrow ah! Die!
Kin: Ah yerlah. Ustaz mana lah tu.
Fad: Ah tulah. Ustaz mana je. -rolls eyes-
Lis: I'm saying the truth lah!!
Kin: Ah yerlah. Kita caya lah ni.
Fad: Yah yah we believe you.
Lis: Ah papelah!
So far the score is
Kinky - 4 (damn she's good)
Faddy - 2
Lis - 1I haven't been updating much for the past few days uh. Been returning home totally shagged from school, and my brother's are hooked on this MapleTree game which of course, equates to less time on the com for me. Buh.
Having a terrible sore eye which made my right eye 1/2 the size of the left eye, and i think i look like a real alien.
The Sunshine has been darn sweet the past few days. Let's hope it lasts for a long looong while. Teehehe.
posted by Nur Fadhilah at 9:11 AM
